I ruined my good moment

(I might sound like a child when I'm talking about him, so bear with me please) I'm a uni student. I have a long-time crush on this mysterious guy. Basically, he is my hallway crush, and I don't know his name. We don't have the same majors. He usually doesn't attend classes. I only get to see him during exam time.

My bsf knows about this, that I have a crush on a person who is literally rare to see. The other day, I had my exam, and I saw him in the corridor when I was standing outside my class. I was studying and revising before the exam. Surprise-surprise, we both were matching on that day. I was surprised to see him, instantly happy. So I glanced towards his class hoping to see him again. And I did. I even started walking to his class, YK just to get a good glance at his CUTEEE face. Later, I saw him walking around the corridor with a girl. Almost thrice. So I was like... Maybe that's his girl. I have never ever seen him with a girl.

Later my bsf came to the class and ran to her to tell her about this. She was let's go to see him (because she had never seen him, and I wanted to show her what he looked like). Now things get weird, I'm NOT nonchalant. I laugh at every F-KING thing. I LAUGH TO CALM MYSELF. As we started walking towards his class. He was in the washroom, basically getting out. I casually looked towards the men's washroom (NO WEIRD INTENTIONS), and we both had 1 second of weird eye contact. I panicked. I was laughing like a monster. I was telling my bsf he is behind us. And then he entered his class. My friend made me stop in front of his class and I was telling her to look at him. He saw me giggling like a kid.

Later, I had an adrenaline rush. And now I'm regretting for being tooooo myself. He basically might have thought, "Ahh, such a weirdo". I don't wanna go in front of him. I was so loud. Because who does this?! I ruined it before even started. 😭