Can't afford it

I am severely depressed. I have had a couple consults with different ketamine therapy providers and the cost is between $1,000-2,000 bucks. I have Medicaid which of course does not cover ketamine.

About a month ago I kicked a nasty fentanyl habit cold turkey and I'm now back on Suboxone..I have struggled with addiction for more than 20 years. I've been on every anti-depressant there is, I refuse to go down that road again.

I know the infusion would be a game changer but there's no way I can afford it. Does anyone know of any resources or other options? I am not talking about financing or any kind of credit. Addiction and good credit do not go together.